Dreams

We all dream.  Whether you remember the dreams or not, you do dream.   Many sleep doctors and phsychiatrist try and decipher dreams, but I think that only you know what your dreams are telling you.  I don't think in the inner mind and through REM patterns, I think through my heart and then through my brain, because the heart knows all answers, the brains just houses thoughts.  So when I decipher dreams, I go my way.
Dreams about:
-abandonment: you've lost someone close to you, and you feel you are losing everyone.
-your naked: your ashamed of something and need to fix or accept it
-telling someone you love them: self explanatory
-kissing someone: you want things to be different between you and someone else
-failure: you fear failure and disappointment
-seeing someone who wont talk to you: you feel guilt and wanna fix things
-death: the end of something traumatic will occur

Again these are my beliefs, yours may differ, in fact, I hope they do, so you can form your own individual opinion on your own dreams and what they mean to you.

The reason I choose to discuss dreams is because, lately mine, have me trying to decipher deep thoughts.  I've been dreaming about the same three people lately. Three boys.  One that meant a lot to me, one that I wish i meant more to, and one that is there for me, and i hope he always will be.  These dreams consist of telling someone i love them, seeing someone who won't talk to me, and kissing someone.  The only problem with these dreams, is they aren't reality...and i can't make them reality.
I can't tell the person in my dream i love them, they don't listen, and i know telling them in real life, isn't plausible...it would ruin what me and him have right now, and I'm not ready to be vulnerable around him, or risk losing him.  He's my support, even though he may not realize that.
I can't talk to the person that isn't talking to me.  I do in my dream, but in my dreams, I'm not vulnerable, I'm the strong one, and in my dream, he came to me.  In reality, going to him would mean I haven't changed and I don't care about your space like i said.  Leave it to dreams, because I've given my apology, and all i want now, is for your name on my phone.
And the person I'm kissing, well that's all a dream, and I'm sure that's all it will ever be.  He knows I like him, but I know in turn, liking him is fucking it up with someone else, the one my dreams say I love.  I would love to kiss this guy, but this guy doesn't want that, and doesn't want me, and its something I'm dealing with.

I'm fine with everything my dreams throw at me.  Walt Disney said, "dreams come true" and maybe one day, they will.  Maybe one day, everything will fall into place.  I'll be happy, he/she/we will be happy.  The world will rejoice in happiness.

But for now, I'll resort to slumber for my dreams to bring me my happy endings, prince charming's, and answers.

-Tatiana Krawchuk